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salam....

wahh skarang musim hujan di tempat saya,...setiap hari harus bawa payung dan setiap hari baju basah campur berpeluh gak sebenarnya! sering kali kalau waktu hujan saya teringat kan rumah hujan memberi sentimental feeling kalau di rumah setiap kali hujan saya akan dengar bunyi katak, bau aroma hujan (very unique smell)so..fresh dan apalagi kalau hujan-hujan di rumah sering minum kopi panas sambil makan apa2lah yang HOT n SPICY macam ayam KFC lepas tu bergosip dengan family waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh
ah, just now baru lihat photo-photo anak buah sambut birthday!thanks to tini!!! ada plak photo ayah kat situ then i can see how's the situation of my house during I'm not there at that time...so sad and feel like wanna jump into that time i wonder if I have time machine


em...


nothing is more than word of "RINDU kat MAMA,AYAH,KAKAK,NONI,JAY,TASHA,TINI,KAK INA,ABANG MAT,MAK LANG,CHU,AYAH SU and sooooo on"

salamm
TESTING..1,2,3 TESTING
ehem..ehem batuk-batuk manja

buat cikgu ZET-T perlukah aku memanggilmu cikgu
hahah okey cikgu saya masih dalam percubaan menggunakan tool STRIKE
walopun cikgu ajar saya sedikit atas kepandaian sendiri saya mendapat ilmu yang MAHA banyak kerana otak saya sangat cerdas sememangnya saya cerdas dari bayi lagi
saya sangat BERTERIMA KASIH kepada cikgu terpaksa
saya sayang cikgu seperti sayangnya saya pada berus gigi saya

okey cukup la..percobaan jer nih
murid pintar
-nur-

asma al husna

SALAM...

owh suddenly i viewed some of my photos collection, I was attracted by some of my shot that i had took last week during my trip to Jakarta. As usual my subject matter is sky and cloud. Something had amazed and caught my eyes from the photos. I mean the non-literal message behind the scene. May be by the surface, normally we can say it just A CLOUD and SKY. But after I admit and observe this beautiful creature, i knew that just not CLOUD and SKY. It's a very beauty and amazing moving presentation. One big performance is always happen on up of our head. I love to look up at sky. I knew something is BIG and GREAT is up there...trust me!try to get some spare time..roll your eyes up ahead. (make sure up your head is OPEN SKY not your house shilling)no matter it was night or day time...no matter it was rainy or cloudy day,...this performance will never regret you...everyday the scene up there are different!
so I put my own conclusion,...JUST LIKE OUR LIFE, OURSELVES, OUR INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL LIFE (physically or mentally)'IT' ALWAYS CHANGING AND NEED TO BE CHANGE...for BETTER or WORSE, it depends on how we handle it...just like SKY UP ABOVE..the scenes changing by rainy, sunny and cloudy.

i'm not a good interpreter, but i try to interpret what had myself said... the rest is depends by individually . the cor of my interpretation here is ASMA AL-HUSNA ALLAH are just around us,...try to admit it. MAY WE'LL GET HIS BLESS..
amien

wassalam.

WAHWAHWAH

salam...

hoit..hoit...
i need to start my day with great energy, with smile, with a pray and of course with one determination =)
did everyday is a same day?!no its not,...life is like sand on beach which every single moment it will change by d wave! i dont mind how many times life will change but the MOST important thing is LIFE FOR TODAY MUST BE BETTER THAN YESTERDAY!
oh yea,..today i need to solve my VISA's problem which this prob suddenly appeared even i thought it's already DONE,..but actually it is still NOT =( ahhh KEEP WORKING!!

oh yea,..Mrs.I wat a FUNNY guessed u've made on me??!!siapalah yang nak " A ROBOTCORP GIRL's like me?!"hahaha

okay better stop typing la,..i've to settle my VISA's very soon IF not I can't back HOME =( please my AL-MIGHTY let's my JOBS solve smoothly
-amien-

wassalam

RED is ROSE, BLUE is SKY

salam...
morning to myself!

sometimes as human being we can't avoid ourselves to say I LIKE SOMEONE..or something! But for me this kind of situation is RARELY happen to me 'till i knew what IT IS THAT FEELING IS and IT happen NATURALLY without FORCING...yea I mean it!!!ahh I'm not poetry too far as Love's philosopher IM JUST HUMAN BEING...childish person who try to be mature hahaha

so for HIM,..let me mention you again "ROSE IS RED,BLUE IS SKY,U ALWAYS IN MY HEAD AND PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHY..."

wassalam.

aku dan NASI KUNING

salam...

sebetulnya saya mengambil sedikit masa untuk meluahkan cerita hati yang dari tadi seakan "menuyuruh" saya memBLOG lagi untuk kali kedua..ntah la akhir-akhir ni banyak sangat HATI saya bercakap berbanding MULUT...mungkin saya banyak MEDITASI...

owh saya kekenyangan setelah di hidang NASI KUNING buatan BIBIK..wahh enak bangett!Maknyus!!Gurih atau dalam bahasa kita SEDAP GILE...kebetulan hari hujan sepanjang masa..gas di dapur plak habis..jadi..nasi FREE dari ihsan si bibik memenuhi ruang perut saya untuk sore ini!wahhh..di hantar ke bilik lagi! MAKASIH DINGDONG ngantarin nasinya...

kenapa saya tetiba mau berBLOG..?saya masih juga bingung kenapa jari saya gatal sekali untuk mengetik keyboard...em..knapa ya?haha bingung lagi
oh tadi sore, saya ke bilik (kamar a.k.a rumah si bibik)..diajakin makan-makan, saya dengan malu tapi mau "..di tampi ya bibik" (saya makan ya, bibik) wahh makan nasi sama sambel (cabe rawit+terasi) bersama tempe goreng kering+cabe dannn..ayam! saya makan lagiiii..berhimpitan d kamar bibik bersama si aisyah dan dinda,..ahh tak kesah janji buleh makangg!sudah makan... bibik menari dengan dinda hahah dengan alunan lagu D'lyods haha saya..ape lagii..jadi tukang gelakk..kelakar gile! (bibik menari gara-gara hari ni birthday si dinda!!!-14th-)haaha

owh baru saya teringat,..hari ini saya KANGEN BANGET sama rumah!!! rasa macam nak bli tiket dan terus pulang jenguk-jenguk katil...haahha (gara-gara demam saya jadi gini haha)....terhenti....owh mama saya call wahhhhhhhhh ini membuatkan saya TAMBAH dan KALI rindu rumahh wahhhhwaa

ahhh sudah lah,..kalo diikut hati memang saya AKAN huuuu T-T sudahh!! esok saya ade presentasi ah!presentasi bergabung dengan Pak Ong dan Ibu Tjutju wahh =) semoga semuanya SUKSESS..amien

okay la..bebelan saya pasti tak habis!HARUS henti di sini ade TUGAS yang masih tunggu dan memanggil saya...
-CHOW-
wasallam

I WILL SURVIVE

Salam buat diri saya

After a few days i didn't shown-up myself and able my fingers to type words in my blog -its becoz i was caught by fever+flu ahhh so suck but need to face it (T-T) (during this time it made me remind HOME..waaa mammaaa)

Well for better or worse i need to face all these thing HAPPILY even its naturally really CRAMPING my poor body. I need to go through because there's a lot of JOBS waiting for me to solve (i can hear a sound from them ..spooky sounds) "nurr..nurrr..when u wanna done ur job!!!" that's so FREAKING me out because I'm a person who chasing time!..my LORD please give me your LIGHT,may it can LIGHT-UP my mind and my energy to done all my duties well.Please do it on me....

Actually I made myself ABSENT to class today. I need some space to built-up my energy and release my mind...suddenly I MISS HOME again (-_-)hahha you're so SUCK nur!!
im not supposed to use SUCK word here..sounds bit RUDE to myself..i should change UR JAMMED NUR hahah

p/s: i hate babbling like an OLD NANNY,oh yea im on DESIGNING now for LAPTOP SKIN CONTEST I hope can do d BEST on it!!! to 3B's thanks for your support and trusted me to be a WINNER( even for me it sounds funny but who's know right!!!- PRIZE WONT BE SHARED dear hahahah)

ok la..better OUT for a moment...
-wassalam-

VISIT HIM

salam...

yesterday, whole of my class member was invited by Pak Yustiono (our lecturer) to visit his home at Dago Bengkok (3 km from my kost), but his house is UPofHILL side,...ya ampun jalan ke rumah beliau macam nak panjat gunung, tinggi dan sangat 'menanjak', BUT, d view was sooo AWESOME and marvellous. Tiba-tiba teringat Cameron Highland...dingin..ada anak sungai pulak tu...persis macam Kampung Janda Baik,Pahang.
Well we brought some 'kue', bought by Pak Ong,...actually kue tu nak 'pakat' makan sama2 tapi..everyone was so excited to explore Pak Yusti's house so..we forgot about that kue! (actually im really wanna try that kue bcoz all of them look so delicious, they're PURE Sunda's home made kue...aduss ) so around 3 we arrived at Pak Yusti's house,..we immediately RUN into his house and EXPLORE his LIBRARY.....my goshhh he had a LOT-LOT of books from literature till science..BUT he had no TELEVISION (hehe besides he had no WIFE+HANDPHONE too) His house fully designated by influences of TRADITIONAL element...wood and ornaments all around the corner..so ANTIQUE! suprised he made some kue for us too...(gehu and dodol- actually it had a proper name but IM FORGOT)...oh yea..juz after "reading exlporing" we had invited to look at his 'JOGGING TRACK' actually not a really jogging track but more like BUSH TRACK...hahah walking side of clift which down of it is stream (rapid) abit scary and MORE TIRED hahah...we walk around 15 minute in that "BUSH" until we return to his home again...capekkk dechh...after 'exercise'... we had some discussion session..talking about art scene..about his opnion and soooo on (all about ART WORLD) so enjoyful!!.... around 6 we backkk home with HUNGRY stomach hahaha
(dr kiri:pak ong,pak suklu,dayu.dila,erika,pak yusti; belakang:pak yoga,taufik,kiki, depan; sri,aku, pak iman'ketua kelas')
p/s: we plan to visit his home again very soon =) THANKS PAK YUSTI...

...GAMBATE "runurun"...

salam buat diriku...
seperti pagi-pagi yang lalu, alhamdulillah 'pagiku' tidak pernah meninggalkan subuh... ( i always remember ; IF YOU WANT TO BE A GREAT PERSON, WAKE up EARLY AND GET UR 1st PRAYER AND START YOUR DAY AFTERWARDS)

so,..what I would like to share here?
actually,nothing great or sepcial moment to published,but i just felt that as a normal person, i think everyday is a NEWDAY and life always be changing so, to bring this new day on, we should cheering ourself with some PREACH.

..yesterday was a history
..today is memory..
tomorrow still 'unnecessary,
remember GOD is necessity MAY our life goes in GLORY
-amin-

love U all
N.U.R

TUGAS, ASSIGNMENT, EXHIBTION,PAMERAN

salammm pada diriku...

wahhhhhhhhh
thats wasssssssssss so many job waiting for solving process. I have no idea which shall i do first... dateline alll are so close with each other.. I NEED SOME SPACE TO BREATHING

welll THANKS GOD, because luckily my 1st EXHIBITION WILL DO AFTER CHRISTMAS
amin. It is from our own effort (my classate) i mean from our own incentive. LET"S CLASS work on IT.... (heyyy my art work is on empty canvas..em..)

well,..better stop typing now. Need back to my JOB. =) please ALLAH blessing my job.

...

SELAMAT PAGI DIRI...


I've no class today, but still have to attend myself to campus for discussion wif my friends...
I'm really felt so miserable lately,...assignments coming wif NO MERCY...all of them have to submit this coming 20th ahhhhhhhhhhh!
(udah bahasa indonesia ak jelekkkk banget niy...lg harus tulis MAKALAH @ working paper)
GAMBATE runurun!!!!

Oh yea buat my friend McJa,..."soorry orang amik mase sket untuk baiki blog kamu!! esok atau luse atau lepas orang bersenang-senang kekgi, orang wat 'mende' tuh ehhh!maaf"

em,..i think i should stop typing 4 a moment, TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!!

wassalam (",)/

...DIA MAHA BESAR...

Assalamualaikum....
Gud morning to myself!

Suddenly the "words" blinking in my mind, I chose to say "DIA MAHA BESAR"! Why i chose this it?

I'm photoholic person, since I was la little. i viewed, i captured " all things" around me...i love to be that because it teach me to be a good obsever BESIDES unconsiously I learn how to appriciate everything that had created by our mighty God Allah swt. From a tiny lil'ant until as big as mountain, all these creatures are really 'catching' my naked eyes and made my heart blanket by a feeling of amazed how BIG of STRENGHT this BEAUTY MAKER...

This world was too BIG for us and this world was full of BEAUTY things. I just remember the words that had wrriten in Al-Quran " Allah is BEAUTIES and LOVE BEAUTY thing "... so no wonder everything around us seems so FINE and human being is MOST BEAUTIFUL creature that had been created by Him..so guys if u think ur not handsome enough or pretty enough please do re-check ur self in mirror..ru sure wif ur statement!?.(thanks god, You create me as a human...not as snail or ant)hahaha...

One day, in my flight from KL to Bandung, I saw a very beauty scene on blue sky...which at that time a shift of DAY to NIGHT ...cool and awesome view. Very 'romantic' and 'dramatic'..(.sorry i use to many 'art' word here). It make me freeze for a moment and i raised my pray to God to tell how I was so INTANGIBLE with this situation...'so emotional lah'...!

But in fact, this emotional feeling had just not passed away,..I grab my OLD SONY out from my backpack...n "click..click..clik"... moment like this won't happen in twice. Here i put in some of the pictures which i took during my way back to Bandung last few days.

Hope buddies,..all of you will enjoy these photos and admit the scene inside.

Subhanallah...Allahuakhbar.
SALAM...

p/s:more pictures in my RUNURUN.flickr.com

I got i-POP

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sukernyerr...

wakakakakaaa
(why i am laughing like a man wins 4D?)
ahhah im still laughing and keep laughing 'till my jaw cramp!

ACTUALLY.....
almost 2 months im seeking for this SINGING BOX finally i was 'stumbled' to Lil friend Zetti Chan...arigato gozaimas!!! she made me this lil i-POP...even finally i need to 'break it through' bcoz..she put many "CRAPS" songs (jahhhhatt..)hahha anyway u made my blog much happening!Muaaahh(^^,)/

well...nuthin to 'load into' for this time,...wanna continue my DUTY la...
once more....MAKACIHHH ZETI..(kegilaan cikgu mengajar saya membuat SINGING BOX telah membuah hasil)
adiosssss!!!

cerita rumah KOST aka KOSTAN

Assalamualaikum
untuk teman-teman skalian yang di Malaysia mahupun d Indonesia!!!(",)/

Setelah hampir 2 bulan saya di rumah Kost yang terletak di Dago cuma 5km dari pusat bandar Bandung, terdetik untuk hari ini saya nak tulis cerita tentangnya..haha
"take a bit of time to reveal what is IN and ON this new place.
Rumah kost yang saya tinggal skarang ada 13buah bilik yang mcm MOTEL gitu..kondisinya
alhamdulillah lumayan bagusnya...bathroom inside,with kitchen,SATPM (security guard nama dia Mang Komar suami pada bibik) and with bibik of coz!thanks to bibik u help me a lots...terutama untuk cucian bajuku...wakakka
Bayaran bulanan sekitar Rp800,000,00 kalo dalam RM skitar RM350 gitu...ada internet ala2 strymx (itu yang penting)...

Oh semua kondisi bagusssss....teman-teman sekitar bagus semua pompuan (saya seorang jer orang luar kat sini/ budak luar negara) yang lain smua budak2 dari sekitar Indonesia. Ada yang dari Padang,Bandung,Bukit Tinggi, Medan dan Jakarta pun ada. Oh yea..satu jer yang agak membuat sedikit SULIT and IN PRIVACY...adalah kebisingan di sekeliling . Terutamanya kalo ada teman kost saya yang bawa balik teman2 nya yang lain ke sini..huuuuu BISA BOLONG TELINGA GWE!!!
tapi saya IGNORE jer smua ini...guna prinsip MIND UR OWN BUSINESS..selagi nyawa tak terancam...I FELT FINE (^^,)/

oh malas nak 'ngomel' panjang-panjang sebab ada kije translation nak kena buat niy..so buat teman-teman yang blom liat photo-photoku ini..TAKE A SIT AND ENJOY THE VIEW FROM THE PICTURES...aiyaya

p/s: all these pictures i took after 'buka puasa'...

ini time kat dapur ..ade peta dunia lagi
(dewi,bibik,dinda,eine dan saye la..)

ini posing tengah lapangan pakir mobil
bilik paling hujung dekat dengan tangga itu
adalah bilik saye la hahaha
time main "kembang api" depan umah
mas edo (bapak kost) yeyeye

posing lagi di depan gate (tapi x nampak)
muke kenyang smue...heheh

I read, I mean, I understand, I obey...

Assalamualaikum...
Still in "raya blues" however with thousand of sadness and hard feeling i left my hometown...my loving family...my buddies and all the things i love behind... just because to reach my vision and mission...

Even i felt so sad,
Even i felt wanna cry,
Even i felt wanna jump out from d plane yesterday...

Suddenly i found the answer that really help myself to get calm, these words are goes like this...

"When a feeling of sadness blankets your mind,
Seek protection in Allah's prayers and you shall find,
A path, an angel to guide you through,
Your day of uncertainity, A day so untrue.
When a person speaks of revenge and jealousy,
Cradle yourself in the pages of the Quran,
Recite the verses and you shall find,
A new light in which you precieve the world,
Your ears will find a tranquil place,
As you hear your voice praise Allah's names.
When you are a beginner and learning the faith,
At times you may grow dismal understanding lifes ways.
But be not confused, For you will learn
Allah does whats best in return.
When you experience success,
Dont forget who has given it to you.
Always remember Allah in whatever you do,
For praying to Allah in return,
Will grant you sucess in times to come.
When you feel betrayal from the world,
As though no one cares or loves you enough,
Dont cry, or drift away from Him.
He leaves His arms open,
As a mother to her kids.
And you shall return unto Him.
This life is a test from Allah, to see how well you shall do.
When your opposers are disbelievers of this faith, so great so true.
So dont give into the hardships you'll experience in time,
And dont give into the mistakes, which can conquer our minds...
This world is a difficult journey,
An obstacle to overcome,
Especially in the place we live in,
Not everyday is bright and fun.
Remember Allah in all that you do,
For He is the only one, so great, so true"

p/s: I READ, I MEAN, I UNDERSTAND, I OBEY
wassalam.

IM BACK!!!

assalamualaikum,...


Great period with nuthing appearing in my blog site! dun have much time to spend for typing even im often online..why yea?
oh yea..im home finally..HOME SWEET HOME! be at home after 1month and half rested my life in Bandung-Dago....kwwelll new place with new enviroments really made myself matured..(am i matured enough? hahaha)
oh yea, great experience in Bandung,..i collect a lot of stories from horror until love! from poor condition until really indulgence taste ,Bandung is a place with thousand of sceneries of life...
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bicara soal studi,...ak pada mulanya agak KAKU,...gara-gara teman kuliah ku smuaaaa udah pada si bapak2 and para ibu2 PLUS kakek n nenek (which they're both age 64) huuu
wah apalagi mereka smua jg adlah dosen seni/seniman d institusi yg terkenal....CUMAAn...ak aja yg masih POLOS lagi LEMOT d kuliah (iskh..kok ak bilang diriku gtu)hahah..ga ah..aku jg pintar cuma masih kurang ilmunya ...hhehe yakin yakin untung pak dosen bnyak membantu ku d kuliah d samping para temen yg ENAK_ENAK smua haah
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back to my recent activities,..i bring all my jobs back to home!pretend that i can settle it during this 'break'. hopee sooo...but this is RAYA SEASON too many temptation will seducing me...hahahah...may Allah help me to solve this jobs 'PEACEFULLY'...im really adore with my 3B's spirit which he wont back home for this lebaran juz because to finish his final year!!!great spirit...which it quite impossible to me to copied it...(ak ni jenis perumahan hahaha)GAMBATTE 3B's...

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dear Salmie ...opps Mrs Imad, this raya will bring u a lot of new thing and new atmosphere rite..yer la..kalo dulu sambut raye single-single, kan skang dah BERDUA-DUA..tahun depan BERTIGA-TIGA hahahah..weh jemput ke rumahku yang tak pernah d pindah d mana-mana tuh..ehh..ku tunggu kamu berdua!

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SIP!!! enough for this session i think. Need to back for my translation job which on this 15/10 IM A FIRST PERSON TO PRESENT IT...myyyy

p/s: ANYWAY, SELAMAT IDULFITRI AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF LAHIR BATIN

...kosong...

ketemu lagi...

waa...malam ni im feeling so JAMMED!tiba-tiba terdetik d hati untuk typing d blog sebagai RUBISH TANK...dunno for who;s and whom i should spread my feeling now. this feeling felt so miserable and so UNKNOWN how to describe it..."otak berputar utk mencari topik yg sesuai utk d bawa ke pengkajian master..ahhh bukan mudahh...hati berfikir bagaimana untung nasib d tempat orang nanti,waaa..."
tapi,..kerana ilmu...ke tujuh lautan sanggupku redah!!!fisabilillah
anyhow,.time was moving so fast juz like a racing car on spring test...2days more i will go to ITB,Bandung. YA ALLAH pleased bless my journey to be safely arrive there and really hope I can meet nice friends...pleased..

to my buddy Boney, hey when finish ur TA dun forget to visit me in Bandung! COMPULSARY! hee..

today, my health was quite down. I dunno why...may b d caused of weather or BLUES FEELING to leave my home. AS MENTION BEFORE "IM HOMESICK PERSON" myyyy...
to mama and ayah...dun worry about me. Im big enough to stand on my own feet (even d reality of life i cant really go through alone hee)ur blessing will accompany my step along myself there...and to my dearest families....ya'll are my GREAT SUPPORTER... and finally to my BUDDIES..u'all really inspired me!

before i end this session "A JOURNEY WILL START WIF ONE SINGLE STEP"
-TO MY DEAR MIGHTY ALLAH BLESS ME ALWAYS-

Counting d DATE

SALAM,...

after few weeks not touched my Little Book, sinking by duties,chores and many things around me made myself felt like no LIFE...the crowded made easier to sleep...so that thing influenced myself not typing anything...'NO IDEA BCOZ TOO MUCH IN TIME'

well..well..well

i put my fingers counting mydays to leave MY LOVING COUNTRY..MY HEAVEN HOME...MY GREATEST FAMILY and ofcoz MY SWEET FRIENDS...to my childhood buddy, SALMIE..sorry Sal saye x dapat meng-JOINkan diri untuk pernikahan anda..iskh..iskh...kenapa kawin lewat sangatttt...huu

back to the topic

on date of 5th August, I will leave my motherland..fore seeking of knowledge and for better life and like as religion wants to...I PUT MY STAND AHEAD ,digging my knowledge 'till d root...I will spend my lifetime for 2years for MBA in Art,
may Allah bless my effort..pleased

as a result,

now i've to start packing my stuff,tided my spirits and put my observation ahead....

GAMBATE NURR....BELIEVES in YOURSELF...A WAY TO SUCCESS IS BY CROSSING THE BRIDGE OF ATTEMPTION

..24..

NI HAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

well,..im juz came back from my school mate house, she invites me for having HI-TEA wif her and one of our fren. She made very delicious apple pie which it possible for me to make it ;-P hahaha malesss
we having chat and chat and finally we stop at one BIG KILLER QUESTION!(aduss aku benci betul soalan ini)"Fet, hows ur Bf?? when wanna get 'something'???"
ahhh again and odd!I juz grimly and said "Wait and c, my Bf will come down from sky soon!keep praying..keep prayingg" ummmph...

Suddenly my head back flashed to the movie that i watched few years ago " 30 HARI MENCARI CINTA" the story is all about how about 3 girls fight to get boyfriend in 30 days to safe themselves from paid house rent...
BUT
my condition now is,..."24 TAHUN MENCARI CINTA" hahah sounds suck but that's the reality is like that! BUT i believe all humans has being decide by GOD who gonna be her/his soul mate soon, the important now is keep PRAYING...

keep praying..keep praying

"WELL OPEN UR MIND AND SEE LIKE ME,OPEN UP UR PLANS AND DAMN UR FREE, LOOK INTO YOUR HEART AND U'LL FIND LOVE..LOVE..LOVE, LISTEN TO THE MUSIC OF THE MOMENT U MAYBE SING WIF ME, A~LA PEACEFUL MELODY,IT'S YOUR GOD FOR SAKEN RIGHT TO B LOVE..LOVE..LOVED"

p/s:love is existed

...2 B HONEST...

"huuuuuuuuuu malam yang dingin,..
aku dikelilingi para nyamuk2 yang kelaparan,
and my mind start thinking wat shall i fill in..."

gara2 terCABAR dan rasa diCABAR oleh masa dan keadaaan,...i put my word ahead! to HIM mr bonny, i put my word for granted!

...
wat's the things i wanna say here is..WAT YEA? i juz lost my word again ahhh!!!
common on...common on...
PING! i got one,..yeah..after 3months working like a crazy ,jaded, exhausted, and forced by surrounding....FINALLY i get my 'MY LUXURIOUS'.THIS IS MY 1ST PAYMENT I'VE EVER HAD WITH THAT SIZE OF AMOUNT! I wont stated the number of it becoz im afraid IF im might be robbed or..may b people will think i was SNOB person! so i decided not to say about it...(wat can describe roughly is I can GO FOR SHOPPING like SHOPAHOLIC) hahah...no la..im kidding... The thing is, that money i will spend wisely for my studies...and the rest is...of coz for SHOPPING hahahaha
well can i do,.it naturally human being a.k.a girl's habit! like my mama said, since u still energetic and breathing well GET WAT U WANT TO, EAT WAT U TASTE TO and SHOP WAT U DESIRE TO (thanks mama we're in the same boat)
BUT...
HOWEVER..
the payment was still in chaque, thats mean..i need to keep my head ahead to put a plan wat shall i do wif d money b4 it really in my hand soon!wat ya...wat ya?owh simpan aja untuk belanja nikah kan?idea bagus hahah juz kidding!

so now,...im still putting my pen to write a list. 10 THINGS HOW TO FINISH MY MONEY IN ONE DAY..gila kan!

well..i think i suppose to STOP for a moment!beri laluan untuk otakku berfikir bagaimana untuk menghabiskan duit ku hahahahaha

TAKE FIVE...vrommmmmmmmmmmm!

...mean to...

bonjour!

aku kembali untuk membuat SAMPAH di blogku yang tidak seHEBAT dan seBAGUS ini, sekadar tempat kecil untuk aku meluahkan FEELINGS and THOUGHTS wats around,...
frankly, i was amazed with JASON MRAZ song IM YOURS (cowo'(lelaki) ganten(handsome) dari UK yang hanya menunggu lamaran dariku untuk dijadikan girlfriendnya...tunggu Jason give me a time to think ya!hahahah)
well, his song was simple but meaningful, even it specifically for those who r in love rite now, but for me it more sense for THE MEANINGFUL and THE POWER of word in relationship either in couple life or friendship!but,...im sure most of words are sense to be IN love...however and watever feeling comes through....GRAB the WORD...layansss

WELL U DONE DONE ME A BET I FELT IT
I TRIED TO BE CHILL OUT BUT U HOT SO I MELTED
I FELL RIGHT THROUGH THE CRACKS
AND IM TRYING TO GET BACK
BEFORE THE COOL DONE RUN I'LL BE GIVING MY BESTEST
AN' NOTHING's GOING TO STOP ME BUT DIVINE INTERVENTION
I RECKON ITS AGAIN MY TURN
TO WIN SOME OR LEARN SOME
I WONT HESITATED NO MORE
NO MORE I CANNOT WAIT IM YOURS

(below is the chord for keyboard)
B
Well open up your mind and see like me
F# G#m
Open up your plans and damn you're free
E
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
B F#
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me

Ah la peaceful melody
G#m E C#7
It's your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love

B F#
So i won't hesitate no more
G#m E
No more it cannot wait i'm sure
B F#
There's no need to complicate
G#m
Our time is short
E
This is our fate, I'm yours


(back to the lyric)
WELL OPEN UR MIND AND C LIKE ME
OPEN UP YOUR PLANS AND DAMN YOU'RE FREE
LOOK INTO YOUR HEART AND YOU'LL FIND LOVE LOVE LOVE
LISTEN TO THE MUSIC OF THE MOMENT MAYBE U SING WIF ME
Ah...la PEACEFUL MELODY
ITS YOURGOD FORSAKEN RIGHT TO BE LOVE LOVE LOVE
SO I WONT HASITATED NO MORE NO MORE
IT CANNOT WAIT IM YOURS
THERE'S NO NEED TO COMPLICATE
OUR TIME IS SHORT
THIS OUR FATE,I'M YOURS...

(below is the chord for keyboard)
I been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
F#
And bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
G#m
My breath fogged up the glass
E
So I drew a new face and laughed
B
I guess what i'm sayin is there ain't no better reason
F#
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
G#m
It's what we aim to do
E
Our name is our virtue


(sing second verse simultaneously with last Chorus)


B F#
I won't hesitate no more
G#m E
No more it cannot wait I'm sure
B F#
There's no need to complicate
G#m
Our time is short
E
It cannot wait, I'm yours



...before i ended this session, wat can i say here is "love urself before u love others"...LIFE IS ONCE so FILL IT LOVE

jumpa lagiiiiiiii

...let it flows...

hola!
well im juz came back from hypermarket, bought the thing that no ones can even thoughts i will buy it without NO GOOD REASON.
guess wat is it?
--->hahah i bought KEYBOARD
damn good unexpectedly..suddenly happened had started when,...
time: around 7pm
weather:good dusk

...im reading newspaper, suddenly my eyes was caught by advertisement " BIG SALE-only for today 22.06.2008" and coincidentally i saw really well made KEYBOARD a.k.a organ! with the very low price...around $100 only!!!!what on earth had happened?! i cant lose this HOT instrument !!! i adore this thing since i was 8 years old....ahhh finally a moon down to my hip
without wasting time,i asked my cousin to accompany me and....i get the car key,start the engine and........VROOOOOM...i only took 5 minutes to reached market( commonly ppl took almost 15 minutes)hahaha crazy rite! well, afterward, no hasting...i putted my way straight to the electrical section, looking for the keyboard!i took 10 minutes to solve all the payment and............VROMMM back home and...play with IT with ZERO knowledge of keyboard chord...

p/s: as long as the keyboard key is TUNE in...i keep enjoy it!hahah im juz too conscious!

...TRUE...

....midnite....

...If my life is for rent and don;t learn to buy, well i deserve nothing more than i get, cos nothing I have truly mine, I've always thought I would love live by the sea, to travel the world alone and live more simply..I have no idea what's happened to the dream,cos there's really nothing here to stop me....

...

...sometimes i got so weird, i even freak myself out I laugh myself to sleep it's my lullaby,sometimes i drive so fast, just to feel the danger, i wanna scream and make me feel alive, is it enough to love?is it enough to breath?somebody rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed, is it enough to die, somebody save my life, i'd rather be anything but ordinary please...

p/s: above are all the words that related to me, if u wanna know, READ and MEAN IT those sentences...COS IM JUST ORDINARY AND MYLIFE IS JUST FOR RENT...

...finding...

PINGGG!!!
aku fikir untuk kali ini, aku mau guna MIX languages.Biar semua yang membaca jadi DIZZY !

em..
semalam, aku solat istqarah smgoa di beri pentunjuk Ilahi, hope i will get the rite choice!BUT ternyata aku tidak menerima apa-apa petunjuk yang bisa memberi aku jalan jawapan!Pertama-tama, THANKS SO MUCH to my great buddy MR.BONNY for your advices and your guided! At least i knew the rite way to do 'shalat istikaroh' even i knew ur not quite sure with that hahah...walobagimanpun gw berterima kasih buat loe krna sudi mndengar 'cerita lara' gw ini heee UR THE BEST!

back to the story,
well im really hope tonite my BIG GUESS will dissolve!May GOD shown me the right thing!

sesungguhnya aku hanya makhluk tuhan yang sangat lemah dan lagi naif!Aku mohon padaMU yang 4JJI semoga jalan yang engkau tunjuki adalah jalan muktamad bagi menyelesaikan gundah gulana yang sekian minggu bersarang di benak dan dihatiku!

sometimes i felt..i was trapped in between of DESIRE and FAMILY's NEED!Aku bingung memikir soal ini, aku tidak mau air mata mama mengalir keresahan mikirkan tentang aku, dan tidak sanggup pula aku biarkan diri ini terus tersiksa menanggung duka kerana sebuah cita-cita...

di manakah akan aku temui jawapan sebuah PERSOALAN ini???

Insya4JJI malam ini, dengan izinNYA akan aku gagahkan diri untuk mohon petunjuk diri agar tidak selamanya fikiranku ini 'berkecamuk' dan hatiku kembali tenang!
-amin-

apa kata hati...

ikut rasa, binasa
ikut hati, mati
ikut jiwa ,lara
maka...
ikut iman,...tenang

Sesungguhnya tiada yang mudah dalam kehidupan ini selain menempuh seribu halangan sebelum mencapai sebuah kejayaan! Itu adalah percaturan hidup...Seperti membeli makanan di kedai pun kita harus berjalan,..dalam perjalanan ke kedai bermacam-macam harus kita tempuh,penat dan harus beratur menunggu giliran untuk membeli..kadang-kadang pabila sampai turnkita..makanan itu habis...kita kecewa! Tapi sedarkah kita bahwa masih banyak kedai makan yang menjual pelbagai makanan di tempat lain...sekiranya kita masih punya 'daya,usaha dan kemahuan serta berbekalkan semangat' mungkin kedai lain itu punya makanan yang lebihhh enak dari kedai yang sebelumnya!SIAPA TAHU...

Sometimes,..
to get something that we really adore with does not easy as we say " I WANT THAT" like when we love someone,...we naturally will not say "I WANT YOU or I LIKE U" on directly, becoz as human being we have a very limited of strength to 'speak out'. Sometimes a person will take a week to put decision to react and take many years to make declaration to be in love wif someone! WHY THIS THING HAPPEN?
becoz all of us had been given by God a 'HEART'. It's not a heart that we can see through ECG scan, but a HEART that deeply inside in our internal soul. Which the form of it is un explain, very abstract and very literal.

FOLLOW ur HEART!

Is that sentence was right?for me it WILL yes, when the decision is coming from ur heart was been guided by praying to 4JJI, may the decision we chose is RIGHT and blessing. WHY MUST BE PRAYING n BLESSING? the answer is simple... THE RIGHT THING WAS CAME FROM GOD AND THE WORSE WAS CAME BY OUR OWN POOR CAPABLE THINKING AS HUMAN BEING...(yang baik itu datang dari Allah dan yang buruk(jelek) itu datangnya dari kelemahan manusia itu sendiri) wahhualam...

im not here for babble...but juz an advice to all of us and to MYSELF indeed, becoz as human being we;re weak and poor BUT by the guided of 4JJI all those thing in our life will be 'STRONG' n 'RICH'...amin...

p/s:im waiting for d rite time to impress my feeling BUT am i able to do it so? but my heart says...'TAKE ur TIME'

OUT of WORD

"Last night i cant sleep again...
My head felt wanna exploded my tears was poured down like a stream and made my cheek wet..."



Frankly right now,in this moment i can't look at the granted letter from ITB, my heart felt so sad,disappointed and miserable. What shall i do? Actually i've no choices. I cant put my decision and of course all the coming words is from my family. My all mighty god,Allah pleased give the right way and may what has decision is coming and will come soon under your bless...I just dont wanna be "SPLIT" in family...the good is from them, for them and the only one thing pleased dont let them "controlled" myself to 'fill in my soul' pleased....

p/s: please someone help me to breathing!!!...(-_-)

' NO COMMENT'

wa....wa....wa...
(new greeting sound)

okay untuk kali ini, aku fikir utk menulis blog dalam bahasa melayu

well...cuti skolah dh hampir tamat dan sememangnya sepanjang cuti skolah berlangsung akulah antara makhluk tuhan yang paling gembira kerana....NO SCHOOLING!NO TEACHING! wahhh indahnya dapat tidur selewat jam 3 pagi dan bangun selewatnya yang mungkin!iskh bohong aja...sememangnya aku akan bangun paling lewat pun jammmm 8.30am!

pertama-tamanya....seminggu sebelum cuti skolah bermula,...berkeping-keping kad WANGI sampai ke rumah..kad wangi??ala kad kawin la...wah dapatlah satu 'bundle'kad wangi!jemput sane..jemputan sini..pendek kateee.. MAKAN FREE is EVERYWHERE...
kawan-kawan 'time' kecik dulu.kawan-kawan skolah rendah+menengah,kawan-kawan time 'U' pun ramai dah mula naik pelamin....ramaiiii dah mula bertunang!AKU???

hehehhe...kawan-kawan aku pun 'busy body' tanya bile plak time aku!kawan-kawan mama n ayah pun sibuk-sibuk tanya "anak bila?" huh...

aku dengan rela hati menjawab soalan yang 'datang tak dijemput,jawab pun..ikut hati'
"NO COMMENT"
bagi aku jawapan itu sangat CUAK dan membosankan..tapi 'THAT's d PROPER n HONEST+SINCERE' kan?

kerana bagi aku...

p/s: perjuangan masih belum selesai...sesungguhnya jodoh pertemuan itu di tangan ALLAH...amin...
*yang utama..aku ga mo jadi jomblo smpeiii tua!nauzubillah

astalavista........

FRIENDSHIP or FRIENDSIP

Pretty long time not touch-in my blog...quite busy with school's life, tired of thinking about life chores and so many things FLOATING in my head recently...
....

SUDDENLY my head SPOT on the word of FRIEND(juz a flash of word suddenly appear in my mind)...AS we known, every single life in this beautiful EARTH need friend to be partner even partner in business, to be spouse (soulmate) and sooo on!Besides people all over the world celebrate FRIENDSHIP day during AUGUST...(my ayah's brthday)that's shown how important FRIEND to us.
BUT
so why do we need friend???even we know..soon or latter when we die, we will die alone, we will leave our friends behind.... WHY YEA?
for the answer keep reading and meaning this SITE..
(http://www.nethugs.com/needfriends.shtml )

P/S ENJOY OUR LIFE WITH OUR FRIENDS..LOVE THEM NO MATTER HOW THEY LOOK LIKE AND ADVICE THEM WHEN WE NEED IT AND....DON'T JUDGE A BOOK FROM IT COVER
TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS....MY SPECIAL FRIENDS....MY ENEMIES FRIENDS...I JUST WANT TO SAY...."I LOVE YOU ALL"

Writteee

FUH...
Finally I got my permanent time table for class!My teaching schedule. I have to teach SMR and SMA students!waattt...thats so challenging. But wat can I do eh? The answer is N.O.T.H.I.N.G...redha jer la!
Anyway,..like usual day my routine of life is JUST same..
Back from school at 2.00pm straight for lunch, rest for a moment (just make sure tht my meals already been digested) and go for bathe and pray (of coz) and get some nap (of coz) and wake up again around 4pm...online for a moment (looking for email+chat wif friends who want to join my chat) and 5.00pm watching CAT DOG and until 5.30 SPONGE BOB (compulsory)and so..on until 6pm! huh...
Then,..if i felt hungry...go out for buy some meal and McD is my 1st choice coz d restaurant juz 5 minute away! If possible...HANGGG OUT wif some other friends at cafe..or..juz take away..or..mostly having dinner wif family at restaurant...kwelll OR juz keep my stomach SHUT UP..(means..lazy to eat)

WEll my night scene..is juz like other human on earth...8pm until 10pm TV's TIME..watching HBO is my favo!10pm until..11.30 online if possible or needed! BBUTT some around 9.30pm..i already can sleep! hahahah KAKI TIDUR

fuhh..that;s all I needed!FOOD,MONEY,DRINK,FRIEND,TV,SLEEP,PRAYER...and so..on

Inspiring

Well,...I'm back from took mama at her office.Yea,..my routine as 'GOOD n RESPONSIBLE' daughter every time when my ayah's OUT STATION, I'll take my mama n so onnn...
This evening quite hot and humid,felt burning and i think i should take my 4Th bathe soon!
Oh ya,..dear my sincere buddy who'd asked me about my weight!?..i knew u want to jerk me again n said i was NDUTT! yah im 85kg person! hahaha juz kidding 85-40=? that's my weight! Hey thanks again buddy,..soon or latter I wanna try to write malay+indo word! hahah...
Tomorrow back to job! as usual, tonight i will start thinking what shall i teach and what will happen to me?Hope everything will UNDER BLESSING of ALLAH..amin!

Hey,..mother's day juz around d corner!This 10th of May...what shall I give mama yea? cakes again? not bad...flowers?not lasting...having dinner?quite awesome... no idea yet!any idea friendsss...

okay i need back to EPT free test!GAMBATE nur untuk test EPT kamu!!!
to be continue...

Start d session

Hi,..
what driven me to join BLOG?!actually 1st I had read one of my buddy blog, quite amazing becoz we can share wat we're felt wif others (unless if there anyone read it)
thanks BUDDY ur blog give me inspiration!

Back to the topic,
Actually today I'm not working. I got MC from doc who'd asked me to take a rest for a couple of days becoz I need time to recovered myself from UTI (urine Tracks Infection)
well I use this time for my BLOG LAUNCHING!I juz got a sms from my colleague. I've been mentioned that I had already given permanent teaching timetable. Kweelll...

Actually being a temporary teacher at this school really drive me crazy!I felt no mercy..but please my MIGTHY GOD,even how much great my OBSTACLES i have to face in,pleased bless my job and may it goes smoothly and let's d time running fast!!!I hope I can further my MA very soonnnnnn...(keep praying..keep praying)
Em,..i think that enough for this moment, I need some rest, I think the medicine make me feel sleepy now...be right back!